This is nothing but a rant.
The thing is, the world is really unfair. I think it’s a fact that we have to deal with. I guess, its a sad reality – but it’s reality nonetheless.
Maybe what bothers me is that, it’s irritating – that even if you’ve given what you can, it’s still not enough.
Then there’s the fact that it hurts, cause a part of you admits that ‘your best’ is truly not ‘the’ best.
Then again, it boils down to that thought… it’s unfair. Sigh. This rant… is sooooo… =))))
‘I did my best, but I guess my best wasn’t good enough – Just Once by James Ingram’
I realized this when my dad and I tried to cut our dog’s hair to remove the knots. When he asked if I was willing to help him do so, I thought, ‘why not? how hard could that be?’ so I said ‘Yes’. Sadly I was wrong and we failed (Which I already told in: Realize). In the process, I ended up laughing and telling my dad we just made it worst and we should just give up and bring him to the groomer. He didn’t move from his spot nor did he answer me; he just continued on what he was doing. After another couple of attempts, my dad realized that I’m right. :))
One of my class requires us to write at least three insights a day. This is me giving it a shot. (Although it’s just one)
“Words clutter when the mind is in overdrive.”
I had this insight when I was trying to think of what insight to write for the day. I was thinking of too many things that I ended up having a hard time on actually writing something. This insight came from this: ‘It’s hard to write when you’re thinking too much’. Seriously, I think I need to stop thinking too much in order for me to write. Just write.
I had one realization last Sunday (September 22, 2013): “It’s hard to cut hair; harder when it’s your dog.”
My dad and I tried to remove the knots and tangles in our dog’s hair… we later on gave up realizing we just made it worse. In the end, we took him to a professional groomer and poor doggy ended up like this:
Lesson learned: I suck at cutting my dog’s hair.
He’s the one on the left side of the picture below.
I’ve been busy with academics -_- huhuhu.
Anyways, I’m currently working on a new story… well I’m planning on making a new story but no promises
It’s typical fluff love story so, if you’re interested, read
Here’s the link: http://www.fictionpress.com/s/3152631/1/Christine-s-Playlist
Summary (that I placed there):
“I’ve always dreamt of falling in love. But you know, the weird things is, love will come when you least expect it – when you’re guard is down, that’s when love will strike. This made me remember a line in my favorite poem… ‘Love is not who you were expecting, love is not what you can predict’”
As the title said, this post is just gonna be rants and fangirl squeals!
*Disclaimer on the pictures. I just took them from the net -_-
Well, I’ve been depressed + stressed for a few days -_-
(Then before the depressing event, I was already sad that one of my celebrity crushes is engaged -_-)
Adam Levine is engaged T.T
It’s not like I’m not happy for him… I AM! I think it’s about time for him to settle.
But being the bipolar being that I am -_- it seems that whenever I hear his songs – when it plays on my computer… I become depressed thinking that he’s gonna be engaged! -_- WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME HAHAHA. Anyways. It’s really sad but I’m really happy for them
It’s a good thing that I found a new celebrity crush… that is just so HOT. H-O-T!!! (This is because I started to watch a new series entitled ‘Teen Wolf’… so thanks Teen Wolf! Although I haven’t finished any season yet since I don’t have time, -_- )
And its so awesome that there were rumors about him being considered to be ‘Batman’! (OMG. I’m not really a fan of Batman movies but if he is gonna play that part, I’m so gonna watch!) Becauseee, who can possibly resist Tyler Hoechlin?!
SEE O.O (Isn’t he adorable?)
And that hot body
And I’m really thankful that I have this fangirling moments – since this was one of the things that made me happy on my depressed days
Thank you Tyler Hoechlin/ Derek Hale for being so hot -_- and dreamy and …. yeah you get the point.
I really hope you get selected for Batman. I’m really gonna watch if ever that happens. <3
Sigh. -_- Now that that’s over. I shall go back to studying.
I just needed an outlet (pun-intended) for my pent up emotions
Oh. Let’s not forget my other celebrity crushes :O